| Location | Cheshire |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Death | 02/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 513 since 04/10/2008 |
| Creator |
Conceived - 2002
Into a tummy - 2006
Lost to the World - December 2006 - February 2007
Arrived in the World - never
www.a-little-wish.co.uk For Surrogacy and Post Pregnancy Hysterectomy
Clover and little embie have 11 siblings in the freezer awaiting the chance in the world :) ...
We need the help of a surrogate to try again... More information here -
http://surrogacy.a-little-wish.co.uk/membership.aspx
Thank you for visiting :) and Love and prayers to your loved ones :)
* Our little Embie does not have any relatives to come and visit him. To all those that are leaving
wonderful candles, tributes and pictures. It is amazing that so many take the time and lovely to
know others care too ... *
I was given a post pregnancy hysterectomy after the arrival of your brother in 2000.
I did not want this operation, I refused consent for it and did NOT medically need it.
The only way for us to add to our family was host surrogacy. Lots of people tried to stop us from
creating you. We created some of your siblings in 2001 and in 2002 you were created with 6 other
little embies :)
You were then put in the freezer, with hope in our hearts we hoped you would come out again.
We have not had an easy time of surrogacy with several false starts and the goverment wanting to
destroy YOU and your siblings!
We had to wait until 2006 until you were given a chance of comming into the world via host
surrogacy.
On 19th December 2006 you and your sibling was taken out of the freezer and defrosted ... and you
both survived (sucess rate about 60%) :)
Knowing that you or your sibling may not make it over night it was a scary decision NOT to take out
another sibling - just incase.
On 20th December on the way to the clinic we had the call that you both had made it :) :)
You were both placed in our surrogates tummy :) :) One of you were at 4 cells and the other was just
about to become 4 cells.
We had Christmas and New Year and just kept hoping that at least one of you would make it (ideally
both :))
As New Year came and went - there was no sign of our surrogates period and finally we did a
pregnancy test - POSITIVE - one or both of you had made it!! :)
As there is still no proof scans are safe we waited until 12 weeks to have a scan.
I felt that I had lost one of you, but I also felt we had twins on the way - so I was confused.
Crossing fingers we went for the scan ...
One baby was seen and baby had a friend :) :) for a short time we though thought both of you had
made it, but it was not to be ... it was wonderfully identical twins which meant that we had lost
you :(
Obviously we were delighted with twins however that did not take away the fact that you were lost to
us.
I supressed my tears until the drive home when they started. I had to try to supress them as I was
driving!!
I came in the house and Daddy came to me, I told him we had lost you. I cried and cried for about
20 minutes!
He did not know all that time that our dear identical twins were on the way.
We may not have been able to cuddle you as we have R n J. We may not have been able to see you as
we did C (http://clover-gabriel.gonetoosoon.org/). You may have only been defrosted and in a tummy
for a few days or a few weeks - but you have been a part of our family since 2002 and you always
will be.
We light a candle for you as we do for Clover, and we often speak of you both together.
Just because we only knew you for a short time, and only saw you as a little embies does not take
away the pain that you were not strong enough to make it into our family for hugs and cuddles.
We miss you as much as we miss Clover and our tears and empty arms are for you both.
Take care of each other - Clover knows if he has a brother or sister :)
We need the help of a surrogate to try again now that the law has been changed...
Thank you for visiting :) and Love and prayers to your loved ones :)
birthday in heaven
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you are invited to lynne dunsmores 12th birthday
party on 6th may on cloud 9 in heaven no gift required just you would be perfect.
Message from Heaven
I still hear the songs
I still see the lights
I still feel your love
I still share your hopes
And all of your cares
I'll even remind you
To please say your prayers
I just want to tell you
You still make me proud
You stand head and shoulders
Above the crowd
Keep trying each moment
To stay in his grace
I came here before you
To help set your place
You don't have to be
Perfect all of the time
He forgives you the slip
If you continue to climb
To my family and friends
Please be thankful today
I'm still close beside you
In a new special way
As I am now beside Jesus
In the heaven’s above
Please take care of each other
I send you my love
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
"Angel"
Tear drops, slow and steady,
The pain so real and true,
God took another angel,
And that angel, dear, was you.
Memories and little prayers,
We all are mourning you,
But we’ll celebrate the short life you led;
We will never forget you.
I know God will look after you,
Now you are truly alive,
Your spirit soars beyond the moon,
Your legacy will survive.
You’re beautiful, you’re endless,
Now stretch your wings and fly,
We love you so, I love you so,
But now we say goodbye.
Close your pretty eyes,
No more tears, just go and rest,
Let your soul lie peacefully,
We know you did your best.
It was your time, so as we cry,
Go forward that extra mile,
You did what you were sent to do,
You made everybody smile.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
“The Best”
God saw you getting tired
And a cure was not to be.
So He put His arms around you
And He whispered “Come to Me”
With tearful eyes we watched you.
We watched you fade away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard-working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He chose to take the best.
It’s lonesome here without you
We miss you more each day.
Life doesn’t seem the same
Since you have gone away.
When days are sad and lonely
And everything goes wrong,
We seem to hear you whisper
“Cheer Up and Carry On”
Each time we see your picture
You seem to smile and say,
“Don’t cry, I’m in God’s hands,
We’ll meet again someday!”
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
The moment that you died
Our hearts were torn in two,
One side filled with memories,
The other died with you.
We often lie awake at night,
When the world is fast asleep,
And take a walk down memory lane,
With tears upon our cheeks.
Remembering you is easy,
We do it everyday,
But missing you is heartache
That never goes away.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you did not go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.
We miss you in so many ways,
We miss the things you used to say,
And when old times we do recall,
It’s then we miss you most of all.
We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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little embies with love xxxx
I thought of you with love today but that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday and days before that too,
I think of you in silence I often speak your name
All I have are memories Your memory is my keepsake with which I’ll never part
God has you in His keeping I have you in my heart
On angel wings you do fly
On angel wings into the sky
On angel wings i do cry
Because those angel wings took you away
On angel wings the heralds sing
Is there no such lovely thing?
On angel wings you fly away.
I will see these angel wings again someday
When i am old and my time has come
On angel wings I will fly
Until I'm holding you once again
Smiling on angel wings.
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